Video Happy

So basically I just figured out how to use the video function on our digital camera. I know I'm way behind the times! So tonight I just got video happy and filmed Shane before bed. He was all clean from his bath and in a good mood!

Nothing much going on around here. Just trying to stay home so we don't have to waste the gas to go anywhere! It really stinks but we are making due. I've found another stay-at-home mom in my neighborhood that has a 2 year old son so we do things together and it helps. She is awesome and we really get along well. If the weather would cool off I could actually stand to go outside and take Shane for a walk or take him to the park. I hate this humidity!

I've decided that I need time away from Shane. I know that sounds wierd because I wanted so desperately to be a stay-at-home mom but he is just so clingy to me that he doesn't even want his dad anymore! I've decided that the best thing for me to do is get a little part-time job in the evenings so that I can get away and have time to myself and give Jarod and Shane some time every week to bond. It's going to be hard for Jarod I know because he'll have to come straight home from work, fix dinner, give Shane his bath and put him to bed. But hopefully in the meantime they can play together and get some father/son time in! I've applied at the new Rural King coming to Murphysboro and I have an interview tomorrow afternoon. I figured this was the perfect part-time job for me because I can work nights and weekends and I won't have to get all "dolled up" for work. I can wear jeans and just stick my hair up in a ponytail! They are only open until 9pm so I won't be home too late at night. I'm praying it all works out! I just want to work somewhere local so I don't have to drive all across Southern Illinois. I'm excited to be making some "fun" money for myself but also it will help Jarod and I live a little more comfortably. Please say a little prayer that I get the job!

Well enough rambling! I've just got a lot on my mind I guess. I'll let everyone know how the interview turns out!